There’s this good show on whatever channel my tv is currently on. It’s the new one with Katherine McPhee. She’s making out with her boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. Atleast like, someone I can kiss. I wanna kiss someone. Happy Valentine’s Day to me! I need a Valentine… atleast I kinda have someone in my head. That’s a start.
Today I realized that I’m losing myself in everyone else. I am my own beautiful person, and I wish it was easier for me to realize that more often. My self esteem is low, I have a bad body, my hair is always knotty, I bite my nails, and I have a birth mark on my hipbone. I’m not perfect, but I don’t have to be. I want to be myself, and I’ve been someone else lately. I miss the comfortability I had in my own skin.
Walking the Dog by fun. is honestly my favorite song right now. I love it so much… the lyrics… it’s just perfect. I look like my grandpa today. Not really. But pretty close. I have dance after school until 2:45, and then I have to find something to do until 4:30. I need a boyfriend. What? Bye. You’re beautiful.
